The INFP Personality Type’s Flight Of Ideas & Why Their Perfectionism Results In Their Inability To Follow Through With Their Ideas
Anne Of Green Gables- How Gilbert As An ENTP Provides Anne An INFP With The Courage In Writing https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-9D4lfg_8OI “When INFPs create a story it becomes a part of them so if the story is being criticised, it’s like they are being criticised. INFPs tend to be easily offended while ENTPs often unintentionally offend”
Joe & Fredrich- Disenchantment & Constructive Criticism : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dh-o0KU49Do
Art Documentaries watched in lockdown: 1)Lucien Freud-A Painted Life 2)Keith Haring- Using Art for LGBT, People Of Colour, Challenging Class Systems 3)Made You Look-Art Scam Documentary 4)Turning The Art World Inside Out 5)Francis Bacon-A Brush With Violence
My Racial Silence Is Selfish Due To My Half White Privilege But Also An Act Of Self Preservation In Response To Past Bullying, Emotional, Verbal & Sexual Abuse. Learning Not To Be Part Of The White Silence & White Compliance
Why As An INFP With Irlen Syndrome & My Fear Of Conflict Has Resulted Me To Avoid Discussing Politics, Racial Issues & Class Issues. Trying To Overcome This Fear
Irlen Syndrome & Sensory Processing Disorder. Eye Aches During Reading Has Resulted In Avoidance Of Reading. My Slow Processing Speed & Posh Accent & Conclusion I Am Not An Intellectual Has Further Led To An Identity Crisis. How My School Experience Has Led To Agoraphobia. Why I Feel Stupid & When I Intend To Go Back To Education To Follow Through With A Possible Distance Learning Course.
How Can Male Friends Call Out And Help With Internalised Misogyny Amongst Girl Friendships
Women Of Colour Changing The Narrative Stereotype- Empowering Their Narrative Without Ignoring Their Struggle
Women Of Colour- A Discussion Of Physical & Sexual Abuse- How Can The Class System Prevent This Statistic
Being Mixed Race- Half White & Half Asian. Attempting Courage In Helping Others With The Privilege I Have & The Internal Cowardice Guilt I Struggle With
A Discussion Of The Internalisation Of The Madonna Whore Complex – How To Unpin Women Against Each Other
Why White Women Can Be Assigned The Role Of The Virginal Saviour & How The Media Paints Women Of Colour To Be Less Empowered- How The Narrative Of King Kong Delves Into This Racist Issue
How Extreme Feminism Can Result In False Accusations Of Sexual Abuse- What Is The Solution?
How Incompetence By Therapists Can Implant False Memories Of Sexual Abuse – Distinguishing The Difference Between Fragmented Implicit Memory & False Suggested Memories
How Emotional Abuse Keeps Victims Silent Regarding Sexual Abuse
Delving Into Fragmented & Implicit Memory & How It Is Portrayed In Film
Intimacy Issues In Platonic & Romantic Relationships After Sexual Abuse
Why Does Sexual Abuse Sometimes Lead To EUD/ BPD
Believing You Are Secretly Evil When You Have EUD/Borderline Personality Disorder
Splitting Black & White Thinking In Borderline Personality Disorder Due To Trust Issues
How The Movie Split & Inside No.9 Series 5, Episode 5 "Thinking Out Loud" Educates & Also Stigmatises Dissociative Identity Disorder
How The Movie Split Reinforces The "Cool Girl" Brunette, Army Jacket Trope To Be "Worthy Of Survival" Due To The Misogynistic Belief That If Girly Girls Haven't Suffered They Are Lesser Than Worthy For Safety & Survival As Opposed To The Brunette Cool Girl Who Has Suffered
Narcissism, Sexual Abuse, Age Regression & Magical Thinking
How Sexual Abuse Correlates With Spiritual Abuse Depicted By Spotlight
Sam Vaknin- Narcissistic & Borderline Core Bonds
Sam Vaknin- Narcissistic Mortification: From Shame To Healing Via Trauma, Fear, Guilt
Narcissistic Abuse & The After Effects, Little Fires Everywhere Represents The Golden Child, The Black Sheep, The Invisible Child, The Scapegoat
An Explanation Of When The Golden Child No Longer Goes Along With The Narcissistic Abuse and Validates The Black Sheep’s Experience Can The Sibling Bond Be Restored
How Incel Labelling Effects Both Men & Women- How The Movie Lars & The Real Girl Addresses The Solution To This Shaming Behaviour
The After Effects Of Gaslighting In Emotional Abuse
Internalised Oppression For Being Half Asian In A White Dominated School
Internalised Oppression For Being Bisexual In A Strict Christian Family
My Experience Witnessing Demonisation Of The Working Class & Lower Achievers At Secondary School, Sixth Form & Oaklands College In St Albans
The Importance Of The Movie Book Smart & Netflix’s Movie The Half Of It-Subverting- The High Achiever, Dumb Jock & Lesbian Stereotype To More Multi Complex Undefined Written Characters.
Heather's song-"Beautiful"-Prestige Academic Revenge Fantasies-"College will be paradise if I'm not dead by June...Things will get better, as soon as my letter comes from Harvard, Duke or Brown...Dream of ivy covered walls and smoky french cafes." Is academic prestigious achievement/university education the only way to recover from school bullying experiences?
Internalised Misogyny In Girl Groups- The Nerd, The Cool Girl, The Book Smart Girl, The Tomboy & The Girly Girl- How Can They Unassign Roles & How They Aren’t Mutually Exclusive.
My Experience Of The Dumb Asian Trope
Irlen Syndrome- Is It Real? Does It Exist? Is It A Financial Scheme?
The Myers Briggs Test- Should It Be Taken Seriously? Can It Help People Or Should It Be Completely Debunked?
Careers For INFPs- Hyper Sensitivity To Criticism // Project Burn Out // Can The INFP Separate Their Created Work From Them Selves To Improve
How irlen syndrome, possible undiagnosed high function autism, EUPD led to my body dysmorphia, agoraphobia and prevented me from pursuing higher education
Distinguishing between EUPD & Narcissism
Is Narcissism Inevitable To Those Who Feel They Have Failed Career/Academic Wise In Life
Am I An Empath or Covert Narcissist?
Future Project? Shared Blog/ Amongst Friends-Writing For Peace, Connection & To Understand. Erasing The Ego & Isolation. Shared Life Tips- (Inspired By The Book/Movie Freedom Writers- Wanting to Understand Race, LGBT, Spirituality, Class & Disabilities, Shamed Away Talked About Abuse, Stigma, & Exclusion In Friendships)
Page 140-Issues of spouses affecting twinship
Page118-120-Looking for twin-like intensity
Page 60,61-Putting family before twin
Page 134/137-Putting spouse before twin
Page 62-Similarity of spouses to twins
Page 62/63-Maternalistic/paternalistic approaches by dominant twin
Page 12/13-Media effects on twin miystique
Page 156/Mystique of twinship
Are Twin Flames Just Narcissistic Mirroring? : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NTN-C0Qone4
"It is a dance of victimisation collusive victimisation where both parties, one to enhance, propagate and perpetuate the victim's status"
2:26-"If you come across someone who seems like your twin flame...that person in all likely hood is a narcissist or a psychopath...you are being subjected to grooming or love bombing by a narcissist or a psychopath beware...these are confidence artists...they prey on your confidence...you say "now that I've met him I feel whole, I feel complete, I feel restored, I feel revived, I feel alive and these are warning signs...what he does is called "idealised mirroring"...he provides you with a mirror...and you look into the mirror but it's a distorting mirror...it's a mirror that provides you with a version of your idealised self...an idealised version of yourself in the past and well into the future...It's a process of reframing..suddenly you are super intelligent...this is the image of the twin flame or psychopath projects onto you...in this process you co-idealise yourself...why do you believe him when he says you are perfect?...because there is resonance."
16:18-"Cold empathy is the ability to scan you and to immediately spot your vulnerabilities...He then proceeds to idealise you...he evokes and provokes and elicits a psychodynamic approach...best describes as self infatuation"
Prof Sam Vaknin: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIOKzEM1ijI -How I Experience My Narcissism: Aware, Not Healed- Should narcissists ever be in relationships/ever get married/ Is there a cure to narcissism?/ How therapy reinforces narcissistic supply in narcissists
16:53-"I'm not evil, but what I am is indifferent and many scholars and philosophers say indifference is another word for evil, it's the core of evil. I couldn't care less. I help people because it is a way to secure attention, gratitude, adulation, admiration...I realised these unpleasant truths"..."My narcissism does two things for me...it always did 1)It isolates me from the pain of facing reality and facing my non existing self...it allows me to inhabit a fantasy land of ideal perfection and brilliance...above all it is a wall...2)separating from the horrors of my childhood"
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